4/14/10

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Artists statement April 14, 2010

“ There are all these strata and stories, frictions and unsolved problems – it is just like that; in a sense, they cannot be solved at all – and that is exactly what constitutes a picture.”

-Per Kirkeby, 1997

We are constantly reminded of our world coming apart at the seams. Dwindling resources, global climate-change, looming threats of catastrophic war, natural disasters and deadly epidemics. It could be said that this is nothing new and history has a way of repeating itself. I am always asking myself, “how do I respond to all this as an artist?”

Sublimation, according to Freud, is a specific defense mechanism used in order to channel our pure, instinctual desires and fears into something useful. Possibly art. When I approach making a painting, I seldom have any kind of objective or plan. I choose materials that lend themselves to a kind of alchemy. I find my material at hardware stores and construction sites, in dumpsters behind craftsmen’s studios or the banks of rivers and streams. The materials dictate the process and what precipitates is a conversation about the contemporary landscape as a system, not something to frame or behold. I use disparate elements that merge and collide unpredictably, akin to the original claims of alchemy: the promise of transmuting ordinary metals into gold and the pursuit of empirical transcendence of our corporeal limitations.

The contemporary work that interests me is often temporary, dealing with or creating new space. At a time when everything in our world seems on the precipice of disaster, maybe this is the logical response as artists.

In contrast, my work is a pursuit of something lasting, using the very things that either won’t or haven’t lasted. I am restructuring elements in order that they might find a new dialogue, their own self contained space. I place trust in practiced craft and it is important to me that my work, although abstract, is accessible to the viewers and that it allows for contemplation about their own language and history.

4/13/10

This was waiting
patiently while I
was away.
And I still don't know
what to do...

Paradise Green

4/11/10

Red Monster

New Ending.
All over the world the beautiful red breezes went on blowing hand
in hand.
~ Anne Carson from Autobiography of Red

When I am away from you, you are fuzzy, red, mysterious. Pausing in your approach. Unimpressed, cautious, threatening.

When I am with you, you are kind, open, nervous. You are smaller than I remember. Your heart beats louder under my palm. You are unavailable again and then you are kissing me. And I let you kiss me.

Your mouth is full of the blood of necessarily slaughtered unicorns.

4/10/10

Late at night, a message



Is this a case of phenomenology?
Is this a metaphysical prank?
Is this a case of randomness?
Does randomness exist?
Is this just desperate wanting?

Although I am currently reading
and loving
Bertrand Russel's "Why I am not a Christian",
I still have a small soft spot for some of
the aesthetic aspects of the church.

4/9/10

Sharing the joy
of silly friends
in Denver.
Crazy-town, USA

4/8/10

I have resolutions
and not the
John Coltrane piece.
Thanks Yoko.

You're welcome, Bunny

I have this strange obsession of taking photos of graffiti--bathroom scribbles, wall scrawls, dripping paint on bricks. This is a new gem for my collection.

4/7/10

Denver, Colorado

Calm buddhist corner
Denver, Colorado
Writing conference

Breakfast spot...
I will miss the spot
of course.
But more than that,
the yogurt.
Greek yogurt
with local honey is
beyond amazing.
Till next year Aegean.

4/6/10

Leaving Tucson

i will never forget
santorini. i leave in a
couple of hours
and i will surely
long for this place
and carver
and chatwin
and plath...
goodbye for now


4/5/10

I made a bookshelf today
out of things that were
previously slated for
firewood.
It currently houses some
Deutsch books
and some others
that I have not read
none of which
will burn...

Bubbles

Today
I am the bubbles
not the girl.

4/4/10

there are boat houses
carved into the volcanic
cliffs here.
They contain boats that are as
old and worn as the doors
that keep them safe.
I see paintings
everywhere...


El Tiradito~ Early morning, Easter