Sometimes I watch a fish under the water, thinking if I just keep following it with my eyes, it might be one that jumps up…and I'll better understand what's going on.
last night i dreamt you were going to have a baby. you told me in confidence. when soham asked max directly outside somewhere, he said no. i explained to soham later that you were only telling a few people (for some reason i don't remember).
later dream, karl and i were involved with some crime or mafia family. a buddhist chinese or taiwanese man. he was so full of ego and suffering. i flipped myself over a tall white fence to presumably run away into miles of woods just beside the building. once i flipped into the forest, i decided to simply lay down, then i dozed off. i woke to a leaf being brushed across my cheek. it was karl. i opened my eyes, and he stood above me. he talked about how wrong he thought the man was for being buddhist but acting so categorically opposite all tenants. i asked if i was a mere prostitute in this set up. karl said no, even though it might feel that way.
i love 'fish,' as i'm sure you knew i would. it changed the direction i planned to go this morning. soon, d
last night i dreamt you were going to have a baby. you told me in confidence. when soham asked max directly outside somewhere, he said no. i explained to soham later that you were only telling a few people (for some reason i don't remember).
ReplyDeletelater dream, karl and i were involved with some crime or mafia family. a buddhist chinese or taiwanese man. he was so full of ego and suffering. i flipped myself over a tall white fence to presumably run away into miles of woods just beside the building. once i flipped into the forest, i decided to simply lay down, then i dozed off. i woke to a leaf being brushed across my cheek. it was karl. i opened my eyes, and he stood above me. he talked about how wrong he thought the man was for being buddhist but acting so categorically opposite all tenants. i asked if i was a mere prostitute in this set up. karl said no, even though it might feel that way.
i love 'fish,' as i'm sure you knew i would. it changed the direction i planned to go this morning. soon, d
beautiful, beautiful
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